Sad

Do you ever feel like you need to be sad just to stay sane? Being happy all the time is awesome, but a little sad has to be mixed in there too. I could easily get over the sad things in my life and be happy like always, but right now I don't feel like it. I feel like being sad and crying. I like feeling different emotions than normal.

The deeper sadness carves at your soul, the more joy it can contain.


I love Jesus. I love knowing that I'm not perfect, and that it's perfectly fine.





I always love this song, but right now it speaks to me more than ever.

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you








I'm sad. But I am still joyful.

Sometimes

Sometimes, I have absolutely no motivation to do anything. I just want to snuggle all day and sleep.

That sounds so good right now.








Ohhh YeeEeEaahh!

Haaayyy

My head has so many thoughts that I don't know what to write. I am just so blessed with amazing people in my life. There are so many opportunities for me, I don't know where to start. I'm so young, I have my whole life ahead of me. I have all of eternity ahead of me. Eternity is a long time. Thinking about eternity makes me think about how meaningless acceptance of this world is. I wish I wasn't so concerned with how people thought of me. If we're all completely honest with ourselves, I know there's a bit of self-consciousness in everyone; It's just our human nature.

"Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."

That verse has been on my heart recently. I know I've been looking forward to a lot of things. I just need to take things a day at a time and work on glorifying God now, not later.



I LOVE YOU!

Life!!!

I love the way life always works out. When you just give up anything and everything to God, it always works out for the better. WAY better. If you follow what God says, life really is so much more amazing and fulfilling than any other life. I love Jesus!!!!!!!

I just made one of the most exciting phone calls of my life.




Hey God,
I praise you for the amazing God you are. I am so thankful that you love me and that you want to get to know me on a deeper level than anything in this superficial world. My mind can't come anywhere close to understanding all the love you have for me!! I pray that I can fulfill your plans for my life and glorify your name through all my words and actions. Thank you for filling my life with people who love you and love me too. Thank you for showing us what true love is meant to be.
Love,
Kelsey

What happened

I feel like all my inspiration is leaving me. I'm not motivated to do well anymore. I need to work on that. College is around the corner and I want to go to Cal Lutheran!!! I need to remember how bad I want in, and how bad I need to get that scholarship.


I hate applications, I'd so much rather go talk with someone in person. Hopefully it gets to that point !!!

Oh myyy wordddd

The simplicity of this verse gets me every time.

"I know that there is nothing better for people than to be happy and to do good while they live." Ecclesiastes 3:12



It's cool how the most confusing questions have the simplest answers.

Ecclesiastes

My new favorite book in the Bible is Ecclesiastes. God has a sense of humor and I love when I see it and get to laugh with Him. I have been struggling with the meaninglessness of life and I was just led to open my bible and look up these verses. They led me straight to Ecclesiastes and it's so solid. I recommend it for sure !

I'm on internet explorer and it does not have spell check like mozilla; I'm struggling.

I hate when people make things complicated. I make things complicated all the time and I wish I didn't. Life is so easy if you just let it be. Seriously, give everything up to God, He knows what He's doing. Let him lead you and guide you in the right direction. I don't like when having a crush on someone turns into the complicated stage of liking each other. Are we hanging out, dating, in a relationship, together, not together, friends, more than friends? It makes me cringe.
Maybe I'm just lazy, but when a relationship with a guy just falls into place for me, then maybe I'll settle down. Until then, hayyyy single life & little crushes ! What's the point of being serious at this young anyways? I'm down for awesome friendships. Maybe some day we'll be together, but I'm not planning on settling down any time soon.

Let's be friends




PEACE sucka freee sundaaaeeeeeeeee (: